I loved Sarah Bessey’s first book, Jesus Feminist, so I happily joined the launch team for her highly anticipated second book, Out of Sorts: Making Peace with an Evolving Faith (Howard Books, 2015). Launch team members can connect with one another in a Facebook group and on Twitter, I’ve been tweeting some choice quotes as I’ve been reading, and have been both blessed and challenged by Sarah’s personal story of her evolving faith.
For me the blessing has come in Sarah’s transparency about her life–from what she calls the happy-clappy faith of her youth, to her immersion in the church along with her husband as a youth pastor, to her sober step away from church life, to her rediscovery of Jesus, to a second naivete of faith with room for those old happy-clappy songs along with on-going questions, lament, and mystery. Only of course she tells her story in her own unique voice that shines in her previous book, not as a straight-forward narrative from point A to B, but as a story of discovery that’s about Jesus, the church, theology, the Bible, grief, vocation, and so much more.
Sarah’s metaphor of sorting out your faith as you might sort out your basement and have a garage sale makes sense to me. Each time I’ve moved (all 12 times!), I’ve had to sort out what to take, what to leave behind, what to give away or sell. Some of those decisions came easily, like giving away the clothes at the back of the closet that no longer fit. Other decisions required more deliberation, like whether to take all of my journals to seminary with me (sadly, no) or leave them stowed with various other boxes and pieces of furniture (yes, thanks to Mom and Dad).
I’ve been sorting out my faith for years too–growing out of some things and into others, leaving some things behind and fiercely holding on to others. Don’t we all do that? Sorting and re-sorting, discarding and re-shaping and re-claiming our whole life long? Not in the same way of course, but change is part of being alive, part of growing up, part of becoming more and more the people God calls us to be. As Sarah writes:
If our theology doesn’t shift and change over our lifetimes,
then I have to wonder if we’re paying attention.
The challenge is to consider our own lives and to pay attention. What have you sorted out in your own life and faith? Are you in the midst of sorting, or do you know someone who is? Sarah Bessey’s Out of Sorts makes a great companion along the way.
Disclosure: As part of the Out of Sorts launch team, I received a complimentary copy of the book–alas, Canadians were not eligible for a physical copy, but oh well, I made another exception to my usual practice of reviewing physical books only, and it was definitely worth it. As always, the views in this article are my own.
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